THE GOLDEN RIVER
PSYCHICAL/Human Will
HUMAN WILL Mixed Level of Control INVICTUS Out of the night that covers me, Black as the pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the Horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find me, unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul. [1] William Ernest Henley 1875,  Invictus (means Unconquered) ON INVICTUS AND AUTHOR There is a long list of ways this poem has been used in one way or another by various people across the world along with more information about the poem and author here: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Invictus More info on the author: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/William_Ernest_Henley HUMAN WILL WHILE BEING ON LONG-TERM BLACK BOX SURVEILLANCE/HARASSMENT People might still have a range of control over their bodies and minds with devices implanted and/or energy waves around or within them being manipulated, but if the psychological aspects are toyed with, people might do mean or self-sabotaging things even if they know better on some level.  Aggressive and retaliative impulses toward family members, colleagues, political opponents etc. might be triggered by both suggestions and chemicals or energies. The tendency to give into suggestions or psychologically manipulated situations might increase over time if the negativity has been battering a person for a long time.  Resistance might go down much like an in-room torture attack (although long- distance psyops attacks are also torture).   Human will should be stressed as an important component of resistance and success in overcoming psychic and psychotronic attack.  Perpetrators want you to think you don’t exist or are not important after they are done with you.  Know that you are always there down deep inside even if you seem to be giving out on yourself and others in a number of ways.  You can always call in or reclaim your human will.  Sometimes in compromising for relief or short-ended gains, we turn on ourselves and our beliefs, making it hard to feel good about ourselves later.  Keep reclaiming your human will despite those real or apparent errors, set-backs and so on.  Having some sense of personal identity and being able to sense true spiritual energy as it connects with us can help. Torture can be designed to make us feel like shit - like stupid, worthless objects.  Imagine a retaliative non-American (like a Pakistani Muslim or a Chilean Communist-Catholic) beating up psychically and physically on an American over many years as a form of torture.  He keeps telling that American what a low life he is and how Americans take things from other people, are lazy, stupid, evil, arrogant and more.  He says things like “You Americans think you are so smart compared to us Muslims [or Latinos].  So where are you now?” as that person is forced to sing for his supper (or uppers) or grovel for every penny.    After a long time of hearing that stuff and feeling attacked in one way or another, it can start to impact the person so that he or she acts out in negative ways to himself and others.   The further a person slips off in self-hatred and despair, the harder it might be seem to be to reclaim human will. The victim can become part of the angry wolf pack, going around beating up on people for feeling so much disgust and anger inside.  Always remember you can recall that human will, even if it is later during quiet moments when the attacks have stopped and there is some breathing room to think more clearly.  One of the problems can be lack of adequate sleep or true rest, constant agitation and the feeling one will never be left alone from harassing surveillance.  After awhile it can seem like we are dealing with rogue animals in ourselves and others who cannot be reached and that all softer sides of human life are not real, cannot be counted on or are easily stepped on or over.   When we find ourselves becoming one of the gangsters we must remember we do in fact have the power of human will From there, try to find the points of bad feelings inside yourself, to make a distinction between the points and the people we might feel bitterness and anger toward.  See if working on that point - and not the people - can make a difference if there seems to be no peaceful way to work with the people who seem to be the problem.    Sometimes working on the energy in ourselves can have an impact on the people.  Whether the people are guilty or not, sometimes the points inside ourselves help trigger or provoke their meanness to us, and sometimes those points help trigger our meanness toward others.  so if we work on those points, we might be able to take the bull by the horns. Recourse, Fixing the Problem, Protection We need to live in a society in which such things are illegal and solvable by every citizen.  We need to have legitimate ways to be checked out for such invasions.  We need to have protections, medical repairs and legal recourse easily available.  We also need answers about who, where, what and how these things are happening to us.   Protection should be automatic and guaranteed.   Fixing the problem starts with both awareness and admittance on the part of co-conspirators.  With large numbers of people part of the problem, cover-ups and blocking progress are likely.    A certain amount of personal ethics and responsibility are part of the recourse package, because few people are perfect and completely blameless.  The issue with psychotronics/psychic attack seems to be to hook people at least partly using their weaknesses (like pet peeves) and hang-ups. 
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